Comming back to home, installing Arch and btw breaking my server, ejaculation without fapping (no girls, I’m just weird), …
🤓 Arch & co
The last week out of my house, I got a new pulsion onto going further with free software. I wanted to install Arch as soon as a I came back.
So I tried on a virtual machine, but it’s fucking hard. I’ve taken 7h to understand that I should install an additionnal package in order to get connection. But finally, I got it:
However, it’s not finished. I fail to install LARBS. I have issues with compiling paru. Anyway, if it took me like 3 days to install Pop OS so I already expect to at least spend a week on installing Arch.
When I’ll have finally got LARBS installed, I’ll have to configure it. The thing I focus now upon is the numbers shown in the uper right corner. Those will condition my identity probably. Having those numbers every time my computer is on will have a huge impact. Thereby, I’ll try to make some scripts in order to get my PAI, my steps score, my nofap score, my works hours, how I’m sticking with my habits, … displayed in the status bar.
Another nerd thing: I made my first document in groff and I used a vim macro on it. I’m now the absolute elit! (to know: vim is more elitist than arch in reality) Btw this post has been writen with Neovim.
There are two compromises that I have had with free software heretofore.
The first is dual-boot, finally I don’t use Windows anymore, the last time was to use Zoom and I won’t need it anymore (except maybe for Tugan’s lives but frankly Zoom zucks so much that it’s not even a question). The reason why I still used Windows was for VEGAS PRO 17. Except for very specific things, I think that I won’t need ever (anyway, I’m not a professionnal editor).
Proofread edit: I’ve forgot to tell the story about breaking my server: I tried to write a script to install arch easily and I put it on my server, I ran it accidentally on the server and I changed the root password for a shitty password that I couldn’t guess. Hopefully I hadn’t been hacked and I solved the issue in 30 minutes. (still a lot of fear
Before going back to home, I tried to install gitea which I failed to install. I already said what I’ve installed Arch on a VM the rest of the time. The issue with the last task is that it was what I was doing all day. I should try to switch tasks. Now Arch is one of my day tasks and won’t take more than 1/2h up to the moment where I finish.
Here’s my new Kanban (the last file has been deleted and even if I have backups of it, it was “bloated”, I prefer my simpler one):
I won’t go into details because it’s already fucking embarrassing without being precise. But anyway, I’ve the optimism to say that I’m probably free’d from my fap addiction. However, sex is general is still a distraction. (I don’t do any action linked with distracting myself but I can be easily distracted without that).
When I wake up or go to bed is the worst time, it’s why I should not go to bed not exhausted or wake up before my alarm.
The other thing is simply school or the street.
⏲️ Toggl stats
I tracked way more my time. I had a lot of slave time this week with the transports etc…, it won’t be better with the back to school but anyway even if school would make me lose 50 hours, I have still 50 hours that I should put into work.
We can clearly see that my M.R was totally fucked up. Now that I’m in a correct place (not in the hell of heat which is the south of France), I can do sport. I’ll try to get the habit of the M.R, it’s a base however I don’t have it yet.
I’m trying to wake up way earlier, in the south, what a shame, I was struggling not to wake up after 8h. Now, when my alarm rings, I don’t go back to my bed. I even put an alarm on 6h30 Sunday. (it really pissed off my mum, thereby I’ll have to find workaround if I wanna wake up at 6h).
I’ve a lot of idle alert, it’ll try to avoid all of them. Idle alerts are alert from the watch which warn me for being not moving for a long period of time (which happened when I’ve been writing this weekreport).
The PAI screenshot will come back next week
📵 Phone consumption
It lessened a little but it’d be hard to switch to a computer when I’m eating. I’d maybe an issue that’ll be resolved if I get a laptop (I’ll have to switch to a laptop in order to move to my own basement if possible and to move to Estern Europe.
Anyway, the most important thing is to lessen the time that I spend on my phone instead of working. Which will shrink if I track well my time.
It’s something that I should lessen a lot.
🌀 Middle of year resolution
My nofap relapse and the risk of meeting with normies happen to be very near in time. Those two things lead me to have an unwillingness to be tarnished by them. I wanna be 100% sure that I won’t relapse a simple time. Last year, I knew that the normies weren’t worth my attention but I found myself knowing the name of “people” that weren’t worth knowing. (I had such an awe for my friends that didn’t know half of the class).
I should not forget that:
- Fredenrich lived 3y without speaking with the normies around him (hopefully now he’s with people worth-knowing only)
- I have DBL anyway, if I really need to “social time”, I can call DBL bros
The view I have is idealist and I hope not being one. But anyway, there are two things that I’ll make true:
- This year will be my last year at school, leaving school might be the better things that the world might allow me to do, thereby I’ll have to do a lot in order to deserve such a thing
- I won’t ejaculate in the next 30 months (until expatriation), one finds it ambitious? In reality, I might even do 10 years but I’ve time to think upon this subject
The third one because 3 is a holy figure: keep my mouth shut. I don’t talk about stoping mouth breathing (which I’ve already done, I nose-breath even when I run). I’m writing about speaking less. First of all because it’s a law of power according to the book upon the subject, but most importantly to respect our uppermost leader order. Thereby, I’ll try to stop to send Telegram messages at any moment of the day.
I should open Telegram, my mail, my RSS feeds, … only after the lunch as our uppermost leader says. And if I have a real conversation to have, I should have it on through a call with a high focus.
The three things that I’d like to improve with the focus won from weeding out those will be:
- work, toil and re-work
- sport & PAI
- good habits
I should find a way to make those weekreports faster, it took me 2h15. (I might find a way, for now it’d require APIs with Toggl, Google Sheet, Mi Band, … but I hope that soon enough I’ll have most of my data in blyatiful local raw text files)
Thanks for your heed,
I wish you the best,